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Kick Me in Both of My Shins at the Same Time

by Negative/Positive

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1.
Verse 1: Lately these days I feel like giving up for forever thinking that I'm oh-so clever for plans that fall through every time lately these days my old escapes feel more like a prison chords that I can't play holding me captive Lately some days I really have given up forever don't have the strength to think I'm clever for plans that fall through right on time lately all day I go into the world of the living only to come back into the dark when the sun comes down Pre-chorus: And I sway to all their sweet songs as I try to find a clue...why does the sky have to be blue? Chorus 1: I wish I could be free, the clouds are so far away from me but I can't even reach up to them anyways it doesn't matter how much they think I know, I just sit and fester oh-so slowly... What is this all even for? Verse 2: Lately these days I don't know if it's red or green too hot, too cold, sad or serene, do I smile and let it go? Lately these days I'm finding myself laughing, I'm actually laughing, I smile and let it go Lately some days I feel like I can forget them, like I can go on without them, since when could this be a thing? Oh, Lately these days I actually feel hopeful, I actually feel hopeful, I actually feel hopeful Pre-chorus Chorus 2: Oh, why can't I be free, the clouds are oh-so close to me, but I don't ever reach up to them anymore it doesn't matter how much I think I know, these research pages don't give me hope anymore What is this all even for? Bridge: Lately, lately, I don't even know what lately means Lately things are all just so crazy all crazy chill or just what crazy means, oh I don't know what it is that I want from this world I don't know what it is that I want from this girl, oh why do I have to know what it is that I'm doing? Why can't I just let go and be doing what I'm doing? Pre-chorus: And I sway all night to my sweet song 'cause I finally have a clue...why does the sky have to be blue? Final Chorus: And suddenly I'm free, the clouds are oh-so close to me and I feel myself reaching up to them once more it doesn't matter how much I thought I knew, this is something entirely new What was that all even for? x3
2.
Verse 1: Hey, you stole my heart away I see you playing with it every day oh, hey I'm wrapped up in your spell the bottom of the well, I can't escape girl, hey I know that we're just friends, but when you talk about him it makes me cray- zay, hey don't know if this is real but every now and then you just make me feel Chorus: And I know I should say that I'm fine fine fine 'cause seeing you don't give me butterflies but is that just 'cause we've been friends for such a long while? No, all I know is when you brush away my hair it sets me on fire Verse 2: Oh, why I see it in your eyes that you're all his, and I'm just to left to cry oh my I have a wild mind 'cause all these feelings could still be a lie oh why can't I just have your power, you'd wanna be with me, not any guy oh my well it's quite to the contrary, I'm the one that find you oh-so very Chorus Bridge: I...don't...know...why!!!! Final Chorus: And I know I should say that I'm fine fine fine 'cause I'm not going crazy—just my mind and there's a wild voice inside of me that don't wanna go sane 'cause what if these red hot flames aren't all in my brain what if these red hot flames aren't all in my brain
3.
Verse 1: I'm here I always sit a little far away 'cause I'm nervous to sit too close I'm here pretending that I'm not listening as I scroll through the Instagram posts, and I hear you're laughing about a girl for doing the hardest thing I know how to do, and I hear when you take a look up at the ceiling to say something too and you sigh and say, oh Chorus: Mean teens, oh mean teens, oh mean teens, oh mean teens and I wonder what makes you think you're so holy Verse 2: Oh dear whatever you're about to say, don't say it every time I hear you start a sentence with that god-awful phrase oh dear you think you're a saint 'cause you've read two whole books with a single gay character, I was near close to tears when I heard you talking but now I'm just angry, now I'm just angry oh why do you fear someone who isn't quite the same as you speaking in your vicinity? And I don't know if I wanna cry or scream when you say Chorus Bridge: And I hate people who preach on a broken spine and I hate that they think there's a compromise oh it's enough that they don't hate me, why should they tolerate me too? And it's okay that I'm who I am as long as I don't say it too loud say it too loud, oh say it too loud Final Chorus: Oh mean teens, thank god you're not a mean teen, woah mean teens, thank god you're not a mean teen and I wonder what makes you think you're so holy
4.
Verse 1: I'm getting tired of this crazy girl I'm in, oh her life gets so sad sometimes when all she does is stay inside and cry, I'm getting nauseated, trying to hold in her tears, oh and I'm getting frustrated listening to her destroy herself through all the voices of her peers. Pre-chorus 1: Oh...I know I should try to help her out Chorus 1: But why can't I be stuck on someone else's shoulder? I've whispered encouragement into her ears but her skull is as thick as a boulder. I've tried oh-so-fruitlessly to get her to listen to me, so I truly pray to God... you'll find a friend in the devil, but not me Verse 2: I'm getting bored of this stupid girl I'm in, oh her life gets so fascinating when all her time is spent within her mind, this miserable soul is in desperate need of selling, it'd be mine if this wonderful trainwreck would help herself in any shape or form, but no, she's never willing Pre-chorus 2: Oh...I know normally it would be fun to see this play out Chorus 2: But why can't I be stuck on someone else's shoulder? I've whispered so many evil deals in her ear, but her choice to stay stagnant has stayed oh-so clear I've tried oh-so-fruitlessly to get her to listen to me, so I truly pray to God... you'll find a friend in an angel but not me Bridge: Oh x2 I have no one else to blame but me underneath the smiles, oh it's plain to see that I know exactly what it is I'm doing wrong but all it seems I'll ever do is sing it in a song So why... Chorus 3: ...can't I be stuck on my own damn shoulder? I've heard so many things whispered into my ears but my choice to stay stagnant was dreadfully clear, I've tried oh-so-fruitlessly to get myself to listen to me, so please, oh please... can I finally have a friend in me?
5.
Verse 1: I've seen the way she smiles, when I let her hold me tight oh I've heard the way she laughs when we're staying up all night oh no, you wouldn't wanna let her go It used to be just us, but then you came marching in and I watched her blow away oh-so softly on the wind oh no, I didn't wanna let her go She may not be perfect but she's wonderful to me and you don't appreciate how golden she can be oh no, this is all for show And I see her sipping lemonade at a festival in the shade of a weeping willow tree but then I see you take her away from me... Chorus: You're the ordinary to her extraordinary she's revolutionary, you're over here just wearing khakis You're the human manifestation of the color beige, oh She's spectacular, and you're no match to her how can she be infatuated with someone just so...crappy? How could someone so wonderful end up with a Douglas? Verse 2: Have you seen her eyes, the way they sparkle in the light? Have you noticed her passion, her fire, oh, her might? How sad, this is just a fad She's a wildfire and you're a public swimming pool you're just a grain of sand that's stuck in my shoe and she's my precious jewel, oh Chorus Bridge I know... you don't need me to impose upon the things you chose because I'm not a part of them And I know... you are old enough to live by your own rules as long as he's just a harmless tool Forget me not, baby remember me always though you'll never call me darling as long as we're not parting, I'll have to let it go as long as I know this isn't goodbye for us... Final Chorus: He's the ordinary to your extraordinary you're revolutionary, he's over here just wearing khakis He's the human manifestation of the color beige, oh you're spectacular and he's no match to you how can you be infatuated with someone just so...crappy? How could someone so wonderful end up with a Someone so wonderful end up with a Someone so wonderful end up with a Douglas?
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Verse 1: Office job going nowhere, low salary just enough to get by Coworkers treat him like trash, just a boring 39-year-old guy But then he finds his epiphany just like serendipity when the new guy shoves him in his cubicle So he marches on down to Mr. Bossman's office and says: "I can't live like this anymore" Pre-chorus: Too old to have fun, he wants to be one of the cool kids... Chorus: Cranking out viral vids, desperate to find reaction trying to hide the fact his life is delayed action Growing old too fast, tryna do something 'bout it his boring life's in the past and now it's too late to quit Verse 2: He finds himself down at the barber shop demanding those frosted tips they ask him if he wants to go through with it, he says "I've never been sure about anything but this" He's walking 'round town with a newfound swagger when he heads over to his Microsoft machine He cracks open Yahoo to find himself some purpose when he stumbles upon some Youtube star teens Pre-chorus Chorus Verse 3: Now his life is anew, yeah he knows what to do just working on those weekly vids Who needs connections when you have Youtube challenges? BRANFAM, I LOVE YOU MORE THAN MY KID Then one day his wife cracks open the garage, he's been there for the better half of a year She finds him hunched up in the corner as he sheds a single lonely tear His channel was failing so he knew he had to try to buy 10,000 subs, but he only got 5 And then as he wallows, swallowed by grief he realized his son had moved to university Bridge: His wife had divorced him, some new people bought the house, now he's out of money and no one thinks he's funny But everyday he tells himself he's a creator and in his cold abyss he whispers: "I don't care about the haters" Chorus

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released January 4, 2019

All songs written and performed by Negative/Positive
Recorded and mixed by Shane Hochstetler at Howl Street Recording
Mastered by Carl Saff of Saff Mastering
Album art by Juliana Gessner

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